Thursday, March 15, 2007
seriously i have alot to write, but then again i refuse to write.
too much.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
seriously i think my labtop is in need of medication. It either black out on me or just refuses to load a website fast, hangs all the time. This is so frustrating.
On a lighter note, my buttlefly necklace would be here soon,
i hope. Buttlefly, my new love.
Busy with the plannings,
i like.
results would be out in 4 more days. random, yes i agree.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
my laptop is getting on my nerves.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
its been ages since i stepped into church. Let's see, a whole month? And now i'm back in church after the exams, it feels really good.
i have to really thank God for everything that he had done for me. Through the darkness, during those nights when i cried, not forgetting during the times i was studying for my exams, being so stress out over those minor questions that i stumbled upon, especially during econs, when my mind totally went blank, I knew God was there. You wont believe me, but throughout the whole exam period i felt God comforting me, i felt him by my side when i was studying late at night, it just felt like someone was there to accompany you when you are alone. And sometimes it amazing how you could sit down and concentrate on your studies for long period you never knew you could. This is when you know God was giving you strength.
Even though i wasnt able to go church, God was still there for me. God never left me. All along, he was listening to my prayers, giving me comfort, easing every trial that i bear. And now to think back on the past, i feel so foolish.
I feel so foolish because through my sadness and hurtings or difficulties i faced, i never fail to complain and always question where is God when i needed him? Never did i realise at that time, God was there and never left my side, not even once.
now that i have reflected. i have to be honest, recalling the many blessings that I've received in life that have really helped me alot, and till this very day, i'm still counting my blessings.
Jesus loves us. He does not need us because He IS perfect, but he loves us so much that He wishes to share His Grace with us.i am so thankful for all His gifts as my life continues..
until i'm happy to be together with Jesus in Paradise.
